BlameThePixel!

Last night one of my best friends. A person a care deeply about and whom i never wanted to be without, ended our friendship.

Its been good and bad, but recently alot worse. And now its over. I cant believe i mucked this up so damn bad. My life has been pretty much rapidly going downhill for months now. And as i sat, crying. I couldnt even do anything to talk to her.

Ive done one last thing, and that was to write an email. I started off describing when i first met her, and went all the way through to present day. Unfortuantly i had to miss alot of things out.

Hopefully she might realise just how much she means to me. Though i dont expect her to come back.

Loosing best friends deffinrntly sucks major ass.

Heres the pic by the way. Its on my deviant art acount, along with some more info. Ifa nyones interested. ( and yes its a worm )

Im not looking for sympathy by the way, just wondering if anyone else has had something similar happen. And maybe it turned out for the best?

Sigworm

Man, i'm really sorry, and i know you dont want sypathy, but just wanted to say i hope you get through it.

I guess i might have lost a couple of friends, but probably no one who really was part of me.....

Some of my friends have drifted away, but they're still there though.....I really hope i dont lose some of my close friends, Ivan included(i nearly did at one stage....)

Really sorry again, man...

That post really made me stop and think.

I hope you get through this wishmaster, it sounds very tragic. It sounds as if you really care about her and I hope she will not completely ignore that.

What ever you do, don't stop drawing.

I reckon I've been lucky so far, about losing friends, though I once was about to lose one because of something stupid once. Thankfully that didn't happen.

Anyway, good luck, and always look on the bright side of life.

Oh, doesn't sound great...
I've lost friends. But nobody super important.

I hope it turns out well.

i'm gonna hope you mean 'get thru' but meh. Ur french so i'll let you off =P

Bad luck J, loosing friends really does suck, altho I'm getting really good at getting them back again. So much so that some of my best friends fall out with me every month or so just cos it starts to get fun. Hrm, maybe not being that helpful, but good luck with the email n stuff.

well she spoke to me, again. She must have read alot of the email.

[18:42:50] [18:42:50] A: thanks for the email - i guess
[18:43:15] [18:43:15] J: : (
[18:43:33] [18:43:33] A: i can't believe you sent me that
[18:43:46] [18:43:46] A: i can't believe you even remembered all that
[18:44:14] [18:44:14] J: i could not add everything
[18:44:23] [18:44:23] J: its already 3,547 words
[18:44:33] [18:44:33] J: i didnt want to bore you
[18:45:40] [18:45:40] A: you didn't
[18:45:48] [18:45:48] A: it was actually pretty sweet
[18:45:58] [18:45:58] A: i felt like i was reading a diary
[18:46:10] [18:46:10] J: k
[18:46:41] [18:46:41] A: i have to go
[18:47:02] [18:47:02] J: i know
[18:47:39] Andie has left the conversation.
[18:48:56] [18:48:56] J: you have not left yet
[18:49:09] [18:49:09] A: just clearing soemthing with joe
[18:50:20] [18:50:20] A: bye
[18:50:21] Andie has left the conversation.
[18:50:31] [18:50:31] J: yeah, bye

it still doesnt change things though.

I feel bad for you too. I've had good friendships end before, but I don't think I was as close as you were that that person.

Sorry that happened Wish. Tragic events like this come and go. Life can be harsh and unfair. One of my best friends moved away, far away. We can only communicate through e-mail (and we're usually busy and don't have time to write, or just can't think of anything to say), and on the very, very rare occasion he comes to visit. I never realized how much he meant to me until that day.

ive just lost someone...to another dude...if you wanna know more about all this you can ask Zippyhe was there when it all happened. I thought we were perfect together. even her friend thought so. But alas, she completely ignored me and im really sad. Btw i hated the kid she liked over me ever since i met him. im not naming names either.

ok apart from relatives i have only lost one majour friend.

I met her whilst in anglesea were i have a shalet and blaaa blaaa details.
4 years ago we bought a house on the other side of the island and so never visited the camp site again...untill recntly when we went back for a few days.

Everyone misses all their old school friends and stuff like that. People that you grow up with

I betrayed my "best friend" because he was a fag. I couldn't accept him the way he was. He was fucking gay. He would always ask to look at my wang. If I didn't show him my wang, then he wouldn't talk to me. I wouldn't show my wang to a guy that is NOT gay. EVER. Anyways, four years after that, the faggot struck again! Someone called him a pimp as a joke, he tells the teacher at school. The thing is, he wasn't called a pimp anywhere nearby the school. Another thing the faggot did was tell on some guy for swearing at him. Could it get worse? Fuck yeah.

During out spring break, one my friends, friends told my friend she thought the faggot was stalking her, because he was always nearby her and her friends. My friend asks the faggot if he was stalking her. The faggot claims he doesn't know what stalking means and after spring break, he tells the fucking principal. His mom comes to the school to talk to my friend and he gets in trouble. He says some shit about his brother. "Why are you giving a bad influence on my brother?". What the fuck does that have to do with anything? Finally about one year before this event:

Went on some retreat for church, when we come back, he phones me and says he saw Jesus. What a fucking load of bullshit. He only described a guy with long hair. It was a fucking hippie. Some time later in that school year (WARNING MAY BE OFFENSIVE TO CATHOLICS)
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Yes this fag was my "best friend". I can't belive I was his friend at one point of my life. I know it won't make Wish feel better, but I'm just saying what happened to another kid. But it was a faggot that deserved it.